Day & Night

things seem so promising when you're optimistic about it...
but I spend my days in a daze and my nights in a dream...
im confused about the difference between what i want & what i need...
i hold on tight to things because i love hard & slow...
i love hard because i want that person to feel what i feel for them...
i love slow because i want to cherish every moment, & every minute...
im tired...
i know i have a little more fight in me, but im tired...
and i dont think this is a "well i need a power nap" kinda tired...
i need to not only rest, but think...
ima believer in Love...
i do believe all you need is Love...
but its easy to feel like you have nothing when youre not so sure about that "Love"
this is my fault...
i set myself up for failure by not living in reality...
i spend my days in a daze & my nights in a dream...
-Nieshhh